“We are just humans.” What a cliché! That is our excuse for making mistakes, for falling in love repeatedly, for hurting someone so badly, and whatever stupidity we make in life. And with that, we never desire for perfection; convincing ourselves that perfection is impossible and boring. And we just let our emotions dominate us, never consulting what is Godly and logical. There goes the cycle, we create mistakes and never learned from it.
Is it really better to be unemotional, impassive or stolid person? To look at things at the logical side? That is difficult to most of us. I salute people who decide and act objectively; who gives science on what he or she does.
At this point in my life, when most of my closest friends are gone, when women of the same age have already married and have children, when elders had gone to their grave, I have decided that I should come into good terms with myself. If there is somebody in this world that I should be in good relationship with, that would be myself; well, next to God that is. I need to be comfortable and be happy with myself. And I’m sure things would come into place.
I really don’t need to verbalize or express my feelings to other people. Some things are better left to ourselves. We don’t have to burden other people with our personal stuff. I’m sure they got issues too. I should learn the art of hiding emotions. Yes, it is an art. Sometimes, it is like having 2 persona at the same time- showing that you are okay, when in reality you are hurting so much. Well, it doesn’t really have to sound that bad though.
When I feel like talking but I know that it wouldn't sound right, I'll remind myself to shut up.
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